Filled with catch ups with friends, coffee, light food and a whole heap of dancing with incredibly talented young people...
But in the midst of it all, I found myself about 5 times today in a daydream, pondering myself, my life and my personality.
Thinking into things I usually would never recognise.
Do you ever have those days... Or I am getting crazy in my old age of 20??
I noticed things about myself that I never have before, and it's actually been a little revelational.
Seeing how I interact with people, how I listen, how I interpret different things in different ways!
Acknowledging the amount of people in my life, not just close, close friends but everyone... I was even at one point thinking how I remember so many names!
Such a wierd, yet really fun day.
It's amazing how we never know enough about ourselves, how there is always so much more to figure out and come across.
It's like we are exploring our own mind...
I actually sound like a complete crazy woman... But I've honestly really enjoyed it!
I decided I'm going to make sure I leave more time for myself to ponder...
Let my mind run free for a few hours... I love being busy and having people around me, don't get me wrong!
But I think I'd like to just stop every now and again to reflect and think about what image I'm putting out there into the world, what first impression am I giving to people I have only just met, how am I loving people, encouraging them and engaging with them.
A time to ponder where I'm at, where I'm heading and is it where I want to be heading?
Time to think about my dreams and get excited!
A time to pray about all of the above... Without worrying about being some place else!!
It's crazy to me that a day filled with hazy eyes and distant thoughts, has actually taught me so much about myself.
And after writing all of this I realise: I am SUCH a deep thinker!
:)
God Bless!!
Happy pondering!
xxx
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